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[May. 27th, 2008|10:55 pm] |
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| |  grateful | ] |
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| | those you've known- spring awakening | ] |
For once, I'm actually happy with my life right now. Even though my friends are falling apart, high school is almost over, and Catie is leaving soon, I feel like I know who I am for once in my life. It took me this long to figure out who I really care about and want to spend my time with and I feel closer to my family more than ever. I think it takes a lot of drama and fights to get someone to realize who will always be there for them in the long run. The sad part is, I only have a few more months until I leave it all behind. I'm really trying to not think about the fact that I'm going to be at least 4.5 hours away from the three people who mean the most in the world to me right now with no car and no one else who I know around me in a completely different environment. But the good thing is, after all the shit that has happened this year, they've proved to me that I know for sure that they'll be there for me when I need help, and I'll be most willing to do my best to help them. I basically wrote this to remind me of how good God has been to me, and I hope that whoever reads this has the same people in their life as well. |
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| so bored |
[Feb. 3rd, 2008|11:57 pm] |
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| | all we are- onerepublic | ] |
I'm so bored that I'm actually updating my livejournal.. I think it's only been about 6 months. I have so much homework I really just don't feel like doing it. High school is so overrated for me right now and I just want to be done with it, I don't care about my grades. I got into the college I wanted with a good scholarship, so screw school. Don't get me wrong, I love my friends, and I've met some of the most amazing people. But, I'm just sick of all the drama and backstabbing, especially at work. I feel like I can only trust a few people, and I feel like I'm losing touch with those people because I'm so busy all the time. I feel awful, but I need to work, and work gives me the shittiest hours. And when I finally get a day off, someone asks me to work for them and I can't turn them down because I need the money. So when I'm not working, I'm at musical practice. Which is also fun, but not the same without Megan and Lauren. It's crazy without them. I love having Ju and Renee, but they, especially lauren, have been with me the past 3 years and I was really looking forward to our last one together. I'm proud of them for not being pressured into doing it from Mrs. Sill, but I just can't stand it. So I'm basically surrounding myself with fake, backtalking, people and it's driving me nuts. I just want summer to come. FJKLASDJKASDFJKLASDJKASD. |
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| here it is |
[Jul. 26th, 2007|09:51 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | dont do sadness- S.A. | ] |
got my schedule today. i dont wanna go back. but here it is in all its glory.
1st semester
1) themes- michalik
2) sociology- salvia
3) women in the bible- larkin (YES!)
4) free
5) analysis w/ trig- noll
6) spanish 4- sinutko
7) physics- scalzi
2nd semester
1) free
2) prayer- lusch
3) lit of the american south- gruber (shit)
4) lifetime fitness- j
5) same
6) same
7) same
idk if it will stay the same... i want to drop a semester of math and take broadcasting so it might switch a few things. im pretty happy with it tho :) even tho no one ever goes on lj anymore let me know if we have classes. |
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[Mar. 3rd, 2007|08:21 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  disappointed | ] |
i am the stupidest person alive. |
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[Feb. 26th, 2007|05:43 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  annoyed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | cupid's chokehold- gym class heroes | ] |
I still have so much to do tonight. I really hope our spanish presentation goes well tomorrow.
I finally got my stupid outfit for the beginning of the show, its not great but it was only $5.
I'm kinda sad that 42nd street is ending in like a month, but kinda glad cause I want to start working more so badly. And when I went in today to pick up my paycheck (a pitiful $65) sammie was working and I haven't worked with her since like last year because she only works weekdays now and when I see her I barely get to talk to her. She used to be my best friend there and I really miss her! so yeah. plus I'm broke.
and I'm still debating on if I'm going to soph semi. Most likely a no. |
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| yesssssssssss |
[Feb. 19th, 2007|05:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | ecstatic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | glamorous- fergie | ] |
i FINALLY have a car!!!!
yay. :)
and bake sale is tomorrrrrow.
bring money bitches. |
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| omgah. |
[Feb. 16th, 2007|07:58 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | indescribable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | change your mind- all-american rejects | ] |
So I have to leave at like noonish to drive 8 hours to go on a train for andy's birthday.... I'm really excited... and I could've actually had fun and went to battle of the bands lol. ah well.
Last night was one of the best nights I've had in a while. After practice I went to stephanie h's house and met up w/ jonesst. Then we went to blockbuster to rent the hours, but it was out so we found this movie that was like march of the penguins but instead had voices dubbed in it and it was about bob saget and his friend looking for some hot booty lmao. It was the weirdest but funniest movie ever. After we got it we went back to stephanie's house and got Jane Wade and we went to the bulk foods store and got like 20 lbs of candy haha. Then we went to Arby's and met this sweet dude working there, every 10 minutes he'd walk by and go YALL NEED ANYTHING?! We were gonna ask him how to walk it out but it didn't work out lol. It took a long time to find the normal sized straws, Jane rung the great service bell. Oh and it smelled like shit. lmao. Then we watched the movie and Jane had to leave and we kinda played clue, got a little side tracked but it was intense. AND DRANK APPLE JUICE. OMGAH.
Time to pack... please everyone call or text me when I'm gone cause it's gonna be hell. |
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| no studying for me. |
[Feb. 11th, 2007|05:38 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | amused | ] |
I don't wanna study for chem... bah!
I need someone to distract me right now...
a certain someone.
hah I'm really retarded.
open house was today. it was the same as every year is. squatting in painful positions for a good 10 minutes and then running the act. quite enjoyable though. a couple questions arose. 1) "What is this musical really about?" well, gabe informed me that it was about 42nd street, and the history of it. apparently he is a construction barrel, tony is a bench, and patty b. said she was a multi tasking role, ie moldy sandwich, pop can, etc. I decided to be a fire hydrant. the other question was "Why is the musical called 42nd street, anyway?" apparently the musical takes place on 42nd street. but, megs thought it was more clever to name it "Allentown". i think it suits it better. then lauren and katie got invited to the drunk party onstage and i was very upset that i wasn't. boo. and we also discovered that the random staircase backstage DOES connect to something! and it is not the staircase of death as lauren assumed. though it would make the musical a lot more interesting.
if it weren't for theatre people i don't know how i'd live. |
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| eeeee |
[Jan. 26th, 2007|01:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | cold | ] |
| [ | music |
| | boston-augustana | ] |
t.g.i.f. this week was so frickin long.
tonight I'm cleaning my room. yes, you read that correctly. I'm locking myself in and not leaving til that black hole is clean. I'm working tomorrow and then going out with people, so I'm excited. Then most likely working Sunday/homework...
Hahaha I just checked my grades and I ended up getting a B in math. how that happened I have no clue... I'm so happy that Jenna made that petition because dambrun is seriously the worst teacher I've EVER had. If you don't know about it and want to sign it, see Jenna. It's a petition that says basically dambruns nice but a horrible teacher. Apparently mrs witte thinks that not a lot of the students think that she's a bad teacher and quite frankly, I've never heard any good things about her.
Musical practice has gotten a lot better. Abby got dropped which makes me extemely sad cause she's hilarious and I usually hang out with her all the time at practice, and we have the same sense of humor which makes practices amazing. but she had conflicts with MUN so yeah. that sucks. But it's a good show thus far.
oh and grey's last night... :) some good stuff. except the whole slicing legs open, that wasn't too pretty. and I almost cried at the amish girl... and that's pretty weird since I never cry at tv shows/movies.
mk room time. |
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